Mixed up

Well here we are entering into another week. Our truck is packed and on it's way to Kingwood, Nick is in his last week in Oklahoma, I am entering my second to last week in Utah, and I'm getting pretty sad, anxious, nervous, excited, and scared. I know a lot of emotions flowing at the same time, no wonder why I'm so tired. Today at church Sydney was a challenge, and I think we are both missing Nick a lot. When you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, I think often times things slow down, and become much more difficult. I don't want to leave family behind. We have become so accustomed to having our families in the same state, that it's going to be extremely hard to leave them here while we pursue our next goal in life. I want to be supportive, but that gets hard when I don't have any connection with the next place we are going, except the Fabrizio's of course and we are excited to be living near you!!! At any rate, I think it will be a good experience, but I am surely going to miss my parents, brothers, sisters, nieces, cousins, grandparents, and friends that will stay here in Utah. I love you all and am so thankful for you during these last three months. Without you I don't think I could have handled this challenge. You are loved more than you know and will be missed just as much. Thank you for your love, support and friendship since Nick has been away. Well good luck this week and know that you are loved dearly.